The night James died, everything I knew to be true and believed in changed. Over the last 2 1/2 years, a lot of it has come back and though at times I declared I no longer wanted to believe in the things I did when he was alive, the truth is I can't change my fundamental beliefs.
The one thing I still struggle with the most is faith-especially faith in myself. I came across this plaque one day at Hallmark and had to buy it. The quote is by someone I greatly admire: Martin Luther King, Jr and reads "Faith is taking the first step even when you don't see the whole staircase." It is my reminder to keep putting one foot in front of the other and trust that "it" will all be okay.